Thread:Phantom480/@comment-34444576-20180131125947/@comment-34444576-20180131133403

I was given chances to change and have some, but I did it again. Just little things like lying to you about nonsense or making up stories that aren't true. We have been through this issue before and you(and all of my friends) has told me if it ever happens again that you would be done with me for good.

As I sit here on my couch by myself in tears, I can only think of lieing anymore. I can't sleep, I can't eat and I just can't stop thinking about it. You really are my true friend that I have been waiting for all my life.

If I only could have one more chance to be with all of you, it would be totally different. For starters I would never ever lie again and even if I did, I wouldn't lie to you again for ANY reason.

I have learned a big lesson on that. The biggest thing I have learned is don't lie at all and don't hurt the one person in life that you truly care about. I might not ever feel for someone again like I feel towards all of you.

The big picture is that I'm back alone, again, which would have never happened if I would have been honest and truthful. Lying is not worth the pain and emotions I'm going through.

I just want to say I love all of you guys with all my heart. I will fight with all my powers and heart to try to get you guys back. I really want you to forgive me. I will do all I can to get you guys to forgive me. I love all of you guys too much not to. Sad to say but the truth is I'm an emotional wreck.

Again I apologize and sorry can only go so far but I will prove to you how sorry I am.