Board Thread:News and Announcements/@comment-26810678-20191218214633/@comment-26810678-20191219141916

Popstar792 wrote: Finally responding to your message after reading it. I think that everyone's actions contributed to the downfall of the wiki last year, and the years before that also. Something I regret about my past here is how my actions emotionally impacted people here.

Looking back at a lot of my old comments, I realize how harsh and ignorant I sounded towards people in arguments. I guess I never really realized how mean I really was being and that my behavior can have an outcome on people and the community, regardless of what my true intentions were. While I stand my reasons for arguing in the first place, I feel like a lot of drama could have been avoided if I would have tried to understand others more and made less excuses for myself. I didn't handle criticism well either.

I feel like because you and I and others were looked up to so much on KK and on this wiki, people often joined sides and trivial arguments would turn into out of control episodes of chaos and misconduct. I know Cp was fed up, and I know everyone was upset. A lot of drama could have been avoided/handled differently if we all took time to understand eachother and weren't so caught up in our own feelings.

One thing I will say is that the mistakes you made in the past weren't meant for you to live with, they are meant to help you improve for the future. We all do things we regret, and there are things that will always happen that you will regret later on. For right now, the best thing to do is worry about the present and make the best of life. Go easy on yourself. Because the mistakes you make are going to be worth it in the long run.

(Btw I meant to post this 3 hours ago, but I got distracted. That's why I'm posting this at like 2 am. Lmao) I know, and that's why its so hard for me, I'm supposed to just improve from my past mistakes because I was such a horrible person and its hard to look away without feeling like some complete tryhard, its just really upsetting to wake up every morning and remember how I was like a completely different human, I was so sensitive, yet I was so harsh to people at the same time. I would literally ban everyone for 1 year for literally anything. I bet you if I was still like that shell of a humab being, I would have banned you for literally saying you were rude in the past in that comment, because it was a "confession", and its so hard to live with because its like I was possessed and just now I gained control of myself again and I have to remember everything I did that I want to reverse but never can.